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Monday, October 26, 2009
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i dunno who i can talk to. but i know i cant keep everything inside. im pouring out like.. a slightest bit of ranting from my heart, otherwise i'd have tmr.. will be taking back papers. my promo one was disastrous. therefore combining the already-disastrous-promo1 and promo2, the overall results is crap. purely crap. i guess im mentally prepared for the worst already, since wednesday i'll prolly know my promotion status - 90% retain; 7% advance; 3% success promotion. whatever it is, i have difficulties informing my parents. my niang n laodou NEVER ask me to work hard since young. they NEVER give me stress. i dunno if i should thank or blame them for that. my dad work his ass off to provide me unconditionally. &there i am, wasting time n money in school, doing everything but studying. i doubt they'll reprimand me. i yearn for their scoldings, actually. lest it makes me less guilty, uh? let me do a check. requirement for successful promotion is by passing two H2 subjects. thats it, business n geography are my better subjs. i cant do accounting yet. as what i heard from friends, only 7ppl pass the geog paper in the cohord. mind me, not class. is cohord. hahahahahaha. 7ppl out of 100+++ students, i aint have any chance. hence, successful promotion is like.. near kosong. next will be advancement(temp promote to year2, but lies on first common test to decide whether i'll go back year one or not.) assuming that it takes me one H2 and two H1 subjects to get advance, i hope to have business as my H2 subj, &then chinese n GP as my two H1 subj. maths is a gone case for sure, for now. BUT! even if i pass business n chinese... what about GP!? my skills are not up to standard, i know for myself. =(( Thus, again, chances of advancement is less than 10%. the worst scenario of all - retaining =((((((((( or rather, im sure i'll learn my lesson - after paying such a huge price - a period of one year in Life. ohwell. im starting to regret. dear brain, STOP it. stop crapping n stop fooling around. GET STARTED. every effort in studies counts. control n make right decision, u're old enough to make wise decisions. be strong. rmbr u telling me,"things that didnt break me will only make me stronger." To: Jonathan Lim Zhan Peng 26th October 2009 The worst is just like that. surely u can handle, uh? just dont let the same mistake happens again, learn to be smart. be it retain, advance or promotion, make use of it. time dont wait, u've gotta hurry.
10/26/2009 11:02:00 PM
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name: Jonathan Lim Zhan Peng otherwise known as: Lim, jon, jonlim flew out of stone: 28.08.1992 Zoodiac : monkey! Horoscope: The Perfectionist - Virgo Life adage: born by mistake,raised for fun. =P marital status: single, &available. **if you can melt my heart, you're the winner. msn: ask from me in my tag =) |
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